Wheee. Another good day! I feel so much better now. My “depressed go away I hate everything and everyone” mood went away after listening to Pastor Bob’s sermon. I seriously love how his sermon touches my heart and encourages me so much. Gives me new hope and dream every week! My problem is less than God, His love and His grace. My problem, my anxiety, my troubles are smaller than Him. I have to lift up my head and remind myself how big He really is, and see kingdom of glory and mighty God. Then waited for 3rd service to end for my parents. I finally saw Jiwon, Karis, May, and Sun! I was so so so so happy. I haven’t seen Jiwon and Karis for a month? May for months, and Sun for YEARS. I’m so glad I get to see/hug them today. Then came home, and went to the gym! Raymond randomly texted me saying “HEY. ARE YOU BUSY” then I told him I was in the gym, and he visited me after 20 minutes. Man. I’ve missed that kid. We are literally super close since idk. forever? I don’t think we’re on “friends with benefits” term, but he kisses me, holds me and sniff on my shoulders way too much when we are together. LOL. Anyways. He randomly visits me once a while, and the last time he visited me was in July! But I’m really glad I got to see him and chilled for an hour. I don’t really mind going out with that kid but I don’t want to be awkward with him after breaking up, go through all kinds of “relationship” dramas, and become completely strangers… I don’t know. Let’s just hope we’ll be good friends for rest of this.. life? Then he dropped me off, showered, and went to El Patio for dinner! Man. Tried “legit” Mexican food, and I am going through one painful food coma at this moment. It was actually really good though. Sizzling chicken fajita, and they gave out tons of side dishes…. couldn’t finish all the side dishes AND my main course! -_-. Oh well. That will be my breakfast tomorrow.
eyaywanwhkjdasng. I can’t believe Suns payed back the Lakers tonight… Crazy game… Good job Channing Frye and Steve Nash! And I believe Nash is retiring after this season? I don’t even know and care. I’m not even mad. Celtics lost against the Pistons! Straight 3 big L for the Celtics! And great win to the Knicks! :)
No school tomorrow. And……………….. I’ll probably spend my day at the gym.
